Sorry, I can't.
I can see it in your eyes, they're smiling. I can see it in your smile, it's telling. I can hear it in your silence, thinking. It's clear as day. Yet I cannot be the one who's going to confess Not because of my selfworth, but rather, my unworthiness. I cannot let your future shaped by my attitude and ineptitude. I cannot force you into a family I myself cannot handle. I cannot put such burden on your shoulders. I cannot put that idea in you. I cannot just say, "let's try. Let's go as far as we can go." I can't. I want you to have control of your life. I want you to be happy. I want you to do anything and everything because you want to. Not because of me. I cannot ask you. Even if I need you. Even if I cannot live without you. Even if I'll be by myself for eternity. Yet I'll be here for you, When you want me, When you need me.