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Sunday, April 18

Friend Turned Enemy: The Worst Enemy

What should I do now that I had lost a bestfriend, and making one eerie enemy. One that knows your every secrets and your hidden personality. Knows how you would react at things, and knows what will hurt you the most.

Things cannot be any worst than that. You calculated every move so that there will be no chance you will get hurt,yet you are. An enemy who knows your weakness more than yourself.
There you are hoping things will turn out fine, when your old friend turn out to be planning the next move. You will be taken down subtly, yet painfully.

I'm going down now. So much that I suffocated with life. Dying because of life, how can you ask to be alive.

But ask me if I'm giving up. Well, I'm not even giving in. So watch out you wicked,arsehole, life-sucking, ungrateful forgetful old friend. I will rise up again, and you will be sorry that you messed up with an old friend who knows just as much about you,too.

You had crossed the line. I lost my patience. I will not just watch you taking me down now. I will fight back this time,till I win, even if I have to go down with you


Scene: Payback Time
Soundtrack: Use Somebody by Kings of Leon

Friday, April 16

Ignoring is Boring

Sampai satu ketika
Sampai satu tahap
Sampai satu takat
Aku hilang sabar
Aku hilang percaya
Aku hilang suka

Dan aku biar
Tak peduli
Tak hirau
Tak kisah

But it came back to me
If orang wat salah kat aku
Then patut ke aku wat balik

Ignoring IS boring

Wednesday, April 14

Baik Dibalas Taik

I'm done worrying bout how they would feel
I'm done worrying others when I neglected myself
I'm done crying,mourning,sighing, thinking

Of why so many can't understand
That I done no good for reward
That I done all of it for nothing
That I done all that not for the silly words "thank you"

I asked nothing of that
What's more to be treated bad
When i had just done nice

Aku buat baik
Ikhlas, kerana Allah
Demi persahabatan
Aku buat baik
tapi dibalas taik
Kalau kau tak boleh,tak mampu,tak mahu
Buat baik pada aku
Jangan la buat jahat pada aku
Please...

Tak fair
Tak fair langsung

Ya Allah aku tahu Kau Maha Adil
Tapi sebelum Kau adili
dia yang menganiaya
Bukalah dulu pintu dan mata hatinya
Biar dia faham niatku
Biar dia mengerti perasaanku

Tapi jika penghinaan dan seksaan
Yang dia pilih buatku
Aku tahu dunia ini bukan penamat
Akan ada balasan di hari kiamat

Wahai kawan,please la stop it
I have no guts to treat you bad back
Kalau ada salah silap,
Ada dendam kesumat
Aku minta maaf

Again,please stop it
You are my friend no matter what you do
I beg you please

Tuesday, April 13

Manusia Jahat

There's no word to describe a human
Once you defined a human
I bet he will change
In a blink of an eye
Or much less than that

Orang keliling aku
Aku penat
Aku tak tahu macam mana nak bagi puas hati

Now I'm either alone in my room
Or in a crowd of people I cannot understand
And I don't know which one of those
Make me feel so much lonely

Scene: Bilik kosong, bilik penuh
Soundtrack: I'm With You by Avril Lavigne

Wednesday, April 7

Crossing The Line

Aku asyik melangkah
Garis yang tak boleh dilangkah

Mungkin aku salah
Memang aku salah

Maafkan aku
Salah aku

Kalau aku ulangi lagi
Ingatkan aku


Scene: Pushy, Promise-breaker
Soundtrack: Use Somebody by Kings of Leon (love this track!)
Location: End of the block

Friday, April 2

I'm sick of persatuan,kelab...they shaded and shadowed the friendship

Ketika diri mencari sinar
Secebis cahaya menerangi laluan
Ada kalanya langkahku tersasar
Tersungkur di lembah kegelapan

Bagaikan terdengar bisikan rindu
Mengalun kalimah menyapa keinsafan
Kehadiranmu menyentuh kalbu
Menyalakan obor pengharapan
Tika ku kealpaan
Kau bisikkan bicara keinsafan

Kau beri kekuatan tika aku
Diuji dengan dugaan
Saat ku kehilangan keyakinan
Kau nyalakan harapan

Saat ku meragukan keampunan Tuhan
Kau katakan rahmatNya mengatasi segala
Menitis airmataku keharuan
Kepada sebuah pertemuan

Kehadiranmu mendamaikan
Hati yang dahulu keresahan
Cinta yang semakin kesamaran
Kau gilap cahaya kebahagiaan
Tulus keikhlasan menjadi ikatan
Dengan restu kasihMu oh Tuhan
Titisan air mata menyubur cinta
Dan rindu pun berbunga
Mekar tidak pernah layu
Damainya hati
Yang dulu resah keliru
Cintaku takkan pudar diuji dugaan
Mengharum dalam harapan
Moga kan kesampaian kepada Tuhan
Lantaran diri hamba kerdil dan hina
Syukur sungguh di hati ini
Dikurniakan teman sejati
Menunjuk jalan dekatiNya
Tika diri dalam kebuntuan
Betapa aku menghargai
Kejujuran yang kau beri
Mengajarku mengenal erti
Cinta hakiki yang abadi
Tiada yang menjadi impian
Selain rahmat kasih-Mu Tuhan
Yang terbias pada ketulusan
Sekeping hati seorang insan
Bernama teman




maaf.aku masih tak ketemu teman sebegini. maaf.

as much as i want it, that's how much i don't have it.

not yet maybe.




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