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Sunday, October 19

Sorry, I can't.

I can see it in your eyes, they're smiling.
I can see it in your smile, it's telling.
I can hear it in your silence, thinking.

It's clear as day.

Yet I cannot be the one who's going to confess
Not because of my selfworth, but rather, my unworthiness.
I cannot let your future shaped by my attitude and ineptitude.
I cannot force you into a family I myself cannot handle.
I cannot put such burden on your shoulders.
I cannot put that idea in you.
I cannot just say, "let's try. Let's go as far as we can go." I can't.
I want you to have control of your life.

I want you to be happy.
I want you to do anything and everything because you want to.
Not because of me.

I cannot ask you.
Even if I need you.
Even if I cannot live without you.
Even if I'll be by myself for eternity.

Yet I'll be here for you,
When you want me,
When you need me.
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