perfectlyimperfect

Weird that From 7 billion people In this whole wide world The only people That I believe I can be myself with Talk my heart out to Is none of them. Weird that The one that I believe most Is not my family Not my friends Nor my best friends He is whom I never met He is whom I never talk to He is whom I only read stories about He is whom I missed Though not at all times But I missed nevertheless so dearly That I cried. He is my savior "Take me from this cruel world," I'd say. He is my tranquility "You'll be okay," he would say. He is the perfect being He is the one I look up to He is my love. Muhammad. Peace be upon you.

I'm a munch-the-ice-after-the-iced-tea-is-finished kind of boy. I'm a trivial-facts-giver kind of boy. I'm a loud-on-the-social-network-silent-in-real-life kind of boy. I'm a silent-with-strangers-but-annoyingly-loud-with-friends kind of boy. I'm a plan-introducing-but-get-turned-down-most-of-the-time kind of boy. I'm a yeah-why-not-when-asked-of-doing-something kind of boy. I'm a want-something-but-will-not-tell-what-when-feeling-unhappy kind of boy. I'm a look-out-of-the-window-when-travelling kind of boy. I'm a trying-too-hard-to-make-people-laugh-that-makes-people-do-not-laugh kind of boy. I'm a can-forgive-can't-forget kind of boy. I'm a cry-when-watching-sad-movies-alone kind of boy. Those are just something that I bet you don't really notice about me. That's just my shell. Some superficial facts about me. The surface of me. So if you don't know all those non-secret things about me, chances are you don...

I'm walking on a tightrope. A fine line that separates us. And I'm walking slowly. Because if I fall, I fall into you. Because if I fall, I fall into the darkness. You are my darkness.

Senang buat lawak orang gelak. Pakai baju perempuan, buat-buat pondan. Senang nak dapat mandat rakyat. Bagi habuan nak dekat pilihanraya, beri janji-janji manis segala. Senang nak kata fesyen Islamic. Pakai tudung singkat, pakai baju ketat. Senang nak ramaikan program. Panggil artis suara sumbang, wajibkan pekerja datang. Senang nak dapat sokongan. Putar isu basi, beribu-ribu kali dalam TV. Senang nak patahkan lawan. Korek rahsia dalam rumah, jerit dalam 'ceramah'. Senang nak jatuhkan hukum. Korek kitab cari 'fatwa', pakai ulama yang kena selera. Senang ke?