perfectlyimperfect

I still remember the day It was raining heavily Yet here we are together Under the pouring rain My hand holding yours Yours holding mine We held our hands so tightly That our palms are dry So tight that I can't breathe For right now I need no air more than I need You With hands clasping We walked blindly through the rain Drenched and cold To a place we don't decide Because I'm right here at the place I should be Right here on your side Now let's run together Because the rain was about to stop Let's run under the next gray clouds Because I need more of You Because I need more rain to hold your hand Author : http://ashoulderon.blogspot.com Scene : Two people, Rain and Gray Clouds Soundtrack: Standing in the rain by Jamie Scott and Town

Rasanya aku tak pernah buat dia macam tu.Tapi sampai hati, susu dibalas tuba... mungkin kerana aku begini,aku disangka mudah dipermain,diperbodoh,diperolok tak sangka bila dunia memandang aku dengan jelingan yang sinis dan aku mengharapkan lindungan dari dia yang aku dapat hanya penghinaan yang maha dahsyat bila kawan bukan lagi kawan aku pulang pada keluarga tapi bila keluarga bukan lagi keluarga aku mati akal nak pulang ke mana padan muka aku ambik kau Naja terimalah balasannya note: aku balik awal ke kampus.sebab aku dah malas nak berbantah bertelagah di rumah. di sini biar aku sendiri. lagi baik dari ada company yang membengkakkan hati. Rugi tiket rm 30++

Who,me? Are you sure you want to say that to me? Are you really sure? That you want your mouth to be ripped like I'm peeling bananas Now stop saying that You know how I hate it Now You saying it out loud I'm not really sure You are Aku benci jadi muda Kerana yang muda Selalu salah di mata yang tua Jika tidak sentiasa Pengalaman bukan diukur zaman Pembarisnya bengkok Lain manusia lain bengkoknya Tapi manusia jenuh melurus pembaris itu Aku dihina kerana usia aku Kurang sedetik dua Tiada wajar dan warasnya Aku dihina luaran Dalam ini yang terkesan Aku pura-pura punya cengkerang Yang buat lagi jelas aku hanya nyawa lemah dalamnya Sekarang berhenti Berhenti hina aku Atau aku robek engkau macam kulit pisang Noktah ashoulderon.blogspot.com

i'm afraid if i write too much nobody will ever done reading i'm afraid if i write too less nobody have anything to read it's a paranoia it's a phobia or it's just that i'm just -- afraid.

Father Forgets Listen, son: I am saying this as you lie asleep, one little paw crumpled under your cheek and the blond curls stickily wet on your damp forehead. I have stolen into your room alone. Just a few minutes ago, as I sat reading my paper in the library, a stifling wave of remorse swept over me. Guiltily I came to your bedside. There are the things I was thinking, son: I had been cross to you. I scolded you as you were dressing for school because you gave your face merely a dab with a towel. I took you to task for not cleaning your shoes. I called out angrily when you threw some of your things on the floor. At breakfast I found fault, too. You spilled things. You gulped down your food. You put your elbows on the table. You spread butter too thick on your bread. And as you started off to play and I made for my train, you turned and waved a hand and called, 'Goodbye, Daddy!' and I frowned, and said in reply, 'Hold your shoulders back!' Then it began all over again...

"Misty" My name is Misty I'm only three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have Made my daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse, My name he calls, I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes, I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping, He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me a...

14 Feb Tak sabar tunggu Nak tengok Ada x orang yang kemaruk menyambut Tanpa tahu sebab menyambut Hari 14 aku nak tgk Lebih banyak merah kah? Atau lebih banyak hitam berlilit putih kah?

Soundtrack: I Go by Pete Teo Scene : Hujan renyai waktu petang Hujan-hujan petang macam ni buat aku teringat zaman aku kecik-kecik dulu. Senangnya hidup tak ada masalah, pagi petang bermain,kadang-kadang sampai kena turut dek emak yang dah mencekak pinggang, baru ingat balik rumah. Kalu dulu tengah main kat laman jiran,dengar je bunyi hujan dari jauh,semua lari macam toyol, “Lariiiiiiiiikkkk!!!!! Hujan kejar kitaaaaaaa.......!!!!!” Ingat benda-benda remeh macam ni,buat aku senyum sorang-sorang. Kalau kecik dulu, kalau Kakak tak jerit, “ Doremon nak start!!!!!!” selagi tu lah tak balik. Budak kecik,sembahyang Maghrib bukan agenda yang perlu difikir. Dalam kepala,sikit-sikit Doremon,Ultraman,Power Rangers, Tomatoman etc. etc... Rasa nak balik semula zaman gemilang kanak-kanak ni. Dalam hati takde kotor,apa yang dirasa itulah yang dikata dan dibuat. Tengoklah budak-budak kalau gaduh, sekejap je lupe dan baik semula. Umpannya kadang-kadang hanya main guli atau...

Apa yang aku kejar Semua bertempiaran lari Semua yang aku impi menjadi ngeri Semua yang aku rancang tak menjadi Aku tak mahu kejar lagi Aku tak mahu mimpi lagi Aku tak mahu rancang lagi Biar masa yang menentukan Biar saat yang membezakan Biar malam yang menghilangkan Biar siang yang menerangkan Biar angin yang membawa Biar ombak yang melayar Biar air yang menujah Biar burung yang berkata Biar tanah yang menetap Biar ruang yang menyaksi Biar pokok yang mengikat Biar manusia yang melakon Biar aku menghabis Biar aku mengeluh Biar aku membisik Biar aku menjerit Biar sahaja matahari terbit Biar penat biar sakit Aku akan kekal di sini Mengaeluh,membisik,menjerit Biar aku Tak merancang Tak bermimpi Tak mengejar Noktah.

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